Hands for All..

law_of_attraction_2point0They say own happiness should be priority.
My dreams and desires should be in the top, then rest of majority.

Yes, Self love is important while spreading same into the nature. 

 Empty glass wouldn’t able to quench thirst of parched or do any favour.

Then what’s the need to help and serve others while sacrificing thyself.
Why Doing good, encourage and motivates ourselves.
Isn’t rescuing others heals our own pains.

Protecting others from what we had gone through is kind of revenge from time we cherish to take it again.

Universal believe is “God” , present in every you n me as a form of soul and energy.

 Doing for others is actually my benifit, something that in alone, I could never be.

That Doll of Mine

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That messy floppy woolen doll of my childhood,
Knows many secrets and witnessed memories bagful.

But in my stupid envy i always crave for my friend’s porcelain doll.
Those rosy lips and golden hair, Innocent look when eyes roll.

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I wished for that doll though its need care and very delicate.
Simply forgot moments  spent together with my doll, I cherish and celebrate.

Is it my dissatisfaction or human tendency to desire things that not belongs to.
Or my failure to acknowledge that my things must own respect and value.

Fragile doll is no more in existence, tried to adorn.
Here is my dolly never leave me though tattered and torn.

I wish i would realize it earlier in my life.
My belongings -relations or things are not for deprive.

– Nupur

Twinkle Twinkle little star

1230-ngsversion-1488483024625-adapt-1900-1How i wonder what you are,
Delight to see you dazzling far.

Fail to count every time  as countless you.
You had a story, known to few.

You tell us standing alone, cannot dim your brightness.
Can still illuminiated in the majesty of darkness.

In numerous clusters, you have identity of your own,
Every night you are there, at your position shown.

Time is helpless, to take off your shine.
Worth is always there, without any whine.

Your presence can be found in rhymes, stories or in strong persistence ,
But how many of us think about your loneliness existence .

Giving oneself thoroughly while disintegrating within, lesson taught by you.
Shooting star blessed with wishes,we believe as we grew.

-Nupur

Two Parallel worlds.

parallel_world_by_ayronstorkarynx-d48sl11The day when i entered to this colouful and bright sphere from the darkness of  womb.my journey started in a chaotic room.

How i look , walk ,talk and eat is the matter of speculation.
I have to be like someone, this penetrated into me with so many permutation and combination.

They know my choices  are differnt so decisions are not imposed directly,
Still as a good child i followed them whole heartly.

There i began to create world of mine, where every situation is perfectly rhymed.

“What people say”- my world give me courage not to think about it,I realise my creaation make me escape a bit.

There relations are not made of any selfish reason..people are mine without any discrimination.

I was told to run for society’s fixed goal, parallel world gave me courage to achieve my preferenceed role.

Many frustrations, sadness,heart breaks,anger my parallel world i it absorbed all, it soothes me like a baby who crawl.

I hate that chanting of violence everywhere in this existing world, Is this way God wanted this wonderful creation to be emerged.?

multiverse That’s why God wanted us to create our peace with an parallel world ,where no weapons is needed in the name of humanity,only love peace and harmony is the moral of any authority.

I wish somewhere both worlds coincide, may be then it will the conception of God’s pride.

– Nupur

Life is never tangle free, Only faith and believe

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I am tired to be strong..tired of forgiving.

I am tired to being mum, for the sake of peace.

I am tired of my fake smile..

People never got to know, how much i cried..

tired of let go things every time..

Though it is nothing, but virtue of mine.

But, my tiredness cannot stop my determination to grow.

I have to face my own cons and pro.

Still I will be fresh n up by powerful faith n believe.

True, this journey is never been tangle free..

But I am ready on the count of three.

I’ll always lighten up my positivity,I’ll not run.

No one can break me, because i am done.

– Nupur

Waiting in Hope

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Waiting is pure sign of ‘hope’ patiently.

Waiting for Brightness…

Hope, today’s sunset will bright sunshine tomorrow , immense brightness is imperishable.

Waiting for freedom…

Hope, thoughts will overcome every vacillation which limit to grow.

Waiting to be loved…

Hope, that despite of many flaws within…somewhere someone loves u completely.

Waiting to be heard…

Hope, to be listened by someone when fumbling with words due to compressed feelings.

Waiting to be cured…

Hope to get rid of own build scary monster who imprisoned our mind, body and soul.

Waiting for success…

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Hope, that every failure determine one step towards the aim.

Waiting for togetherness…

Hope, to feel the warmth again which is lost.

Waiting to hear that cry…

Hope, that cry bring new life to the world and smiles for many.

Waiting for help…

Hope, when needed someone will be there selflessly.

Waiting to be in peace…

Hope, we all not only rest in peace but live in peace also

– Nupur

Feelings proceeds generation to generation

6eaa3e34368795e9d488cd2e2d7e89ecI remember my memories with my Parents. when i was there.

An atmosphere full of beautiful emotions, no survival fear.

 I grew up in an environment,where they gave me freedom to explore.

They shows faith and encourage strength in me, my life was blend of vibgyor.

Sometimes giggle..sometimes scolding..in every failure that careful moulding.

Why can’t i go back in my carefree time??

But in my selfishness forgot that ,

Must be they too felt the same.

Like me, they must have craved for that shadow..that gave them earlier soothing peace.

In process of nurturing me, they ignored their own shed,

too slowly with an ease.

They had their lively lives,which some how abandoned due to me.

They too had desires and dreams..many times so easily, sacrificed for me.

While in between my memory lane,

 my child call me up,

Now it’s my time to build memories for my children.

 I realised that’s  how we all grow up.

This is chain process of life, shifting generation to generation,

We all follow God’s path of creation.

 Give what we have that’s make whole process complete.

My parents and and me already had that wonderful time and memories now its time for my kids to repeat.

– Nupur

My Uniform makes me complete

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My uniform is my pride…

Yet i do have relations to maintain,
Making them happy and full filled is also a part of my aim.

I too have fear of death,
I too have dreams and desires..want to complete it before my last breath.

My old parents want me to be near, so their souls depart body without any fear.

My wife is anxious, waiting for me to take leave.
Making excuses,so she can see me again, i’ll come soon is her naive believe.

That believe ellure me to fulfil my love’s every wish. 

My children wanted to hear my stories of border.
 I love to see their childhood to create my memories, but unfortunately i don’t have much to cherish.

these thoughts are faded when i see my uniform.

It reminds me about my motive, that honorable reason why i born.

I may fail to complete duties in my relations,
But they all will be proud if i bleed for my nation.
I promise I’ll be back in my uniform whether dead or alive.
I am few among many who are priceless to earn this pride.

– Nupur

Life is never tangle free, Only faith and believe

bluewomanstarsI am tired to be strong..tired of forgiving.
I am tired to being mum, for the sake of peace.
I am tired of my fake smile..
People never got to know, how much i cried..
tired of let go things every time..
Though it is nothing, but virtue of mine.
But, my tiredness cannot stop my determination to grow.
I have to face my own cons and pro.
Still I will be fresh n up by powerful faith n believe.
True, this journey is never been tangle free..
But I am ready on the count of three.
I’ll always lighten up my positivity,I’ll not run.
No one can break me, because i am done.

– Nupur

Almighty is with me

gazing-0              Yes..almighty is with me.

When i am about to slip and looking for
a hand,
he is in the form of that hand,
which hold me with a grip
When i do mistakes and feel guilty..
he is in the form of my guilt..
When i m tired of all day hard work and want to rest..
he is in the form of my sleep.
When i was about to give up and something hold me back inside ..
he is in the form of my motivation.
When life is hard, waiting for things to be settled..
he is in the form of hope.
Yes ..i know almighty  is with me
                  – Nupur